Wednesday, November 11, 2009

I am fucking so being bothered by the dream I had.

I need to talk to someone who has been through all the shit with me =(

the dream seems so real~

I can't differentiate dream n reality now.

seriously, did I really attained something?

@ 10:35 PM

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

I thought the cert doesn't matter much to me.


but in fact it does.

I jus recall morning 5:30AM...
I woke up finding myself crying.


oh.. I had a bad bad dream :(

I dreamt that I was "re-examing" Marketing.
den after the paper...
someone told me that I got to re-module.
for e-commerce and organisational behaviour.....


and before I know what is going to happen next...
I gotta feeling, that tonite's gonna be a good nite
my handphone alarm rang. (black eye peas)
5:30AM -.-"

Lols.
I donno why I dreamt of the sch last nite.....


but den I have really went through all the shit in REALITY....
thinking if sld I go thr to get the cert next week.....
before it really turns into a dream....

eh but no.....
think I want to attend the graduation ceremony if thr's any.
I scared I will dropout from poly :(

@ 11:52 PM

Monday, November 9, 2009

nth much today.

Joke of the day: Dr Badri loves drawing graffiti -.-

I am havin a bad migraine :(

I donno if I hab inherited from my mum or my aunt~

or perhaps the older a person like ME is...
the more migraine I will hab every month I "strike lottery"......

I am thinking sld I skip sch tmr~
since computer access is not so tedious as HTML......

@ 7:39 PM

Sunday, November 8, 2009

hi......

spent my day at Esplanade today~
CE orchestra junior hui yun came to join me.
for study session............

studied until the library close like ard 8:30pm.
lols.

den went to marina sq de MAC for dinner...
woah~!
she also another one so into the Monopoly stickers -.-"

hmms...
as we chatted along......
realised that whenever we chatted abt CO....
I think my enthusiastic level is getting lower.....

normally I will like ask...
who's playing Pipa, or Pipa got how many pple etc.
but today I don't......

I know is sad to announce dis.
but I shan't deny anymore~

I think I got no more interest in Chinese Orchestra le.

even poly de I also nvr join.
thanks to my timetable.
heard that pluck strings sectional practise is on tues or thurs.
but whenever I think of the 2 days end so late like 4 or 5 plus...
I don think I got the energy to really learn Pipa anymore~

and I donno if sld I thanks to Diploma.
for causing me to become another person.
another person who's finally sick n tired of CO ardy.....
be it sec sch or CE.......

but I will still catch up with any concerts if there's any.
hahas.
27 Dec will go Esplanade for Beautiful Sunday's.
by People Association Youth Chinese Orchestra~
and it's free :)

@ 12:05 AM

Thursday, November 5, 2009

Janel is so sweet n such a cutie~! ^^

thanks rachel for sending me a photo of her...

wanna visit Gwen n Janel asap~
when will I be done with all the never ending tutorials......
hais......

seeing a baby really makes my day~
smiles x 589373974739749 :):):):):):)

@ 9:45 PM

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

YoZ~!

received text from rachel in the afternoon.

wanna congratz to Gwen & her husband.
for the arrival of their baby daughter, Janel~!
feel so happy for them~
will visit them in dec when I am free :)

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guess dis part gonna be random.....

think I miss studying with them again....
I tried not to think abt it......
but sometimes I just couldn't control......
really.....
though I noe them well through mugging for exams.....

I don like dis feeling.....
dis feeling is damn lousy....

haiz......

maybe I shouldn't have know them so well.....
or maybe they shouldn't have be so nice to me....
really.....

just to think of that nite study until no bus go home....
den the cab fare.....
and even my own brother also nvr be "that" nice to me.....
I really can't stop thinking abt it.......

haiz.......

@ 7:29 PM

Hi.
now in sch.

I wanted so badly for EFW lesson to end =(

I am dying =(

going to the airport to study ltr.
shan't take every wednesday for granted.
cos I know if I go home I sure sleep..............

@ 10:12 AM

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

hi.

skipped Macroeconomics lecture today.
lols.

don ask me why...
maybe I am too shag...
maybe I am out of mind...

or maybe it's a sign warning tt I am sick n tired of everything......

how?

just go complete a pte degree?

for the past 5 years...
I studied too many courses ardy....

from Nitec to Higher Nitec...
den Diploma in BA...
now Diploma in BM......

I think I am too shag ardy.......
:(

@ 5:11 PM

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

guess today's post gonna be random.

till today...
I realised I miss studying with them..............
was kinda hallucinating during English lesson.
someone slap me awake -.-"
random.

stayed back after sch to pass time.
got dis stupid FTT start at 3:15pm.

den melissa came to find me at SBM 4th floor de blue benches.
figured out some MicroE...
at the same time, it was quite a nice chill.
was thinking...
we don really talk to each other liddat back in College East days....
hahahas.

and here comes the stupid FTT.
haiz.....
I may be able to smoke through for sch exams.
but I am just sucks at smoking through FTT -.-"

and ya, I am going for a 3rd time.
I won't give up.
not until I overspend on FTT than the enrolment fee.
lol.
God Bless.

@ 8:47 PM

Monday, October 26, 2009

it's monday.


another boring day at sch.

stats tutorial, macroE tutorial...
kinda bored.

stats lecture I think Dr Badri not bad one...
caught the momentum of the stuffs he taught us.
hahas.

I am dead beat.

@ 8:51 PM

Sunday, October 25, 2009

hi.
I chopped of my fringe today~
lols.

I look weird now~
but I am sure tt's the way...
so I won't regret~!
hahaha.
BYEBYE long fringe~

waas sianx~
tmr got sch.
and is like monday is a "statistics" day.

stats lecture + tutorial all in 1 day -.-"
and tmr I am seeing doctor.
Dr Badri for stats~
LOLs.

BYEBYE weekends~ =(

I don feel like attending tutorials tmr =(
I feel like heading down to tiong bahru n meet girls for lunch.
1 day on last fri isn't enough~!
lols.
but yea, sch still goes on for me =(

@ 9:47 PM

Saturday, October 24, 2009

last nite before I turned into bed...
I saw 2 handsome~ LOLs.

I watched death note.

OHMYGOD~~~!!!!!!!!!!!

KIRA IS SO COOL.
L IS CUTE WITH JUNK FOOD~
HAHAHAHAS.

Ok lar.
I am not too old for death note ba?! xD
Kira was born on 15 May 1982 in real life.
from wad I saw on wikipedia.
which is like 6 years older den me?
whahahahas

@ 2:05 PM

Friday, October 23, 2009

my results of last module at psb is out~!
got B for Business Policy...

dis time round I am not so stunned that I passed lah...
cos since it is not an IT Theory module.
seems to quite understand dis module better.
even though it was a hectic of rushing nyp projects at tt same time.
lols.

anyway, bestie n val...
sorry ar...
broke our pact of checking Biz Policy results on monday~
cos is like my lappy is in my room.
and I just can't resist~!

All the very Best of luck to u girls orhs~!

and I cried again =(
same thing, I am just so touched lah~
rush 2 schs to n fro.
yet my efforts didn went down the drain......

but seriously, I donno how to feel happy leh....
although I have attain a Diploma le...
den is like wait next time go back get the cert...
after getting the cert, I won't noe wad to do...

wtf kanasai.
really donno liao lahx.
shall see when 1 day I really cannot make it in poly...
den I shall go for private degree le -.-"

I really nvr had dis strange feeling before.

hmms.. wonder will there be any graduation ceremony mahs...
if there is I think I sure attend one...
of cos I hope to attend with pple I noe ba...
even the guys also ok.
cos I scared I don have chance to attend poly de 2.5 years ltr...........

ITE de I nvr attend.
cos I will just be attending without a sense of achievement only.
Diploma is wad I really want to achieve.
but since I happened to attain a private Diploma...
den I will just face the reality ba......

@ 11:59 PM

back-ed from sch.

thanks to the accountancy tutor who dismissed us so early.

had marketing n accountancy tutor today.

marketing tutor was ok.
no nonsense, not LKK.
just nice.

accountancy tutor her aura damn strong....
杀气力很强...
wonder if she has been through any BMT anot...
anyways...
thanks for telling us we are allow to skip 9hrs of accountancy.
I will consider...
just in case I feel so shit in sch...
I can just meet somebody to chill out on friday afternoon.......

tt's all for now.
Have A Happy Weekends Ahead~! =D

@ 3:55 PM